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It seems ever since I got back from General Council I've been searching. I'm searching to make sure that what I'm doing is in God's will. I want to make sure that my Worship Team and I are doing what God would have us do. I'm searching to make sure that the Youth Group is going in the right direction. I'm searching to make sure that I'm the best husband/father that I can be and to make sure that I'm leading my family in the right direction and making the right decisions. At times I'm a bit frustrated with what I'm doing. I really don't see that much progress, just normalcy. I don't think that is a good thing.

I had the opportunity last Saturday night to speak at the San Diego Teen Challenge center. I took my band with me and we ended up doing the whole service. I think it went well. At least that what others said... Sometimes it's hard for me to gauge.

This Summer has gone so fast. I cannot believe that it is almost the end. I'm trying to look back and see what I've accomplished... nothing. I've been busy, but I don't think I've been busy with the right things. So much that I wanted to do with the kids hasn't come to fruition. With the remaining couple of weeks that we have I don't see doing much except the same thing. Next week we are going to Chowchilla to visit our friends the Chapmans. Yet with gas prices the way they are, it is going to be a struggle. I think I need a week just to stay at home and do nothing but play with the kids and be with my wife.